marioandsonic Posted July 22 Share Posted July 22 On 6/21/2024 at 8:08 PM, marioandsonic said: I have nothing. I feel nothing. Just...emptiness. I hate this. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Uaarkson Posted July 22 Share Posted July 22 10 hours ago, marioandsonic said: you take meds bro? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marioandsonic Posted July 23 Share Posted July 23 5 hours ago, Uaarkson said: you take meds bro? I do, and it's probably the only reason I'm sane right now 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted July 28 Share Posted July 28 This tattoo is healing very slowly and annoyingly. Doesn’t help it’s in an area I can’t reach at all. The scabbing is ugly af. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted July 28 Share Posted July 28 On 7/22/2024 at 9:20 PM, marioandsonic said: I do, and it's probably the only reason I'm sane right now I've been on meds since 2018 and looking back it was probably the worst decision I've ever made. Now I'm on 4 different serious medications that have turned me into a lifeless zombie. I lost everything that was good about since then. The biggest issue is it is EXTREMELY difficult to get off the meds I'm on. So it's a terrible situation to be in. I'm not insinuating that all medication is bad but looking back I should have just stayed in intensive therapy and worked on my issues without meds. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 sigh was doing a walk around of my car before bringing it in for service and discovered this, no idea when it happened so presumably I parked next to someone who swiped my car and didn't leave a note or anything. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris- Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 Doesn't look too significant. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 Just now, Chris- said: Doesn't look too significant. The paint damage isn't but I'm not sure how big of a deal that light getting knocked out of position like that is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 49 minutes ago, Chris- said: Doesn't look too significant. Yeah I was sitting here like; what’s the issue. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 2 minutes ago, TUFKAK said: Yeah I was sitting here like; what’s the issue. The light is supposed to be flush with the body of the car. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Nokra Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 Your car just needs to pull itself up by its bootstraps. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 It's really nbd my rear bumper was apparently squeezed hard enough to pop a tail light out? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 Just now, Jason said: It's really nbd my rear bumper was apparently squeezed hard enough to pop a tail light out? As long as the connection is present it should still work Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 4 minutes ago, TUFKAK said: As long as the connection is present it should still work So I can just leave it like that as long as it still lights up? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted July 31 Share Posted July 31 Just now, Jason said: So I can just leave it like that as long as it still lights up? For now; eventually get it checked out by a mechanic to confirm no damage to the wiring etc but it’s not pressing doubt it’ll need any body work 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marioandsonic Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 I'm so sorry for being so weak. I'm a fucking failure. If anyone knows of a good place to drop off my cat, let me know. At least then, it'll only be me that will suffer and die on the streets. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nokra Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 12 minutes ago, marioandsonic said: I'm so sorry for being so weak. I'm a fucking failure. If anyone knows of a good place to drop off my cat, let me know. At least then, it'll only be me that will suffer and die on the streets. @marioandsonic don't believe that shit man, it's not accurate; it's your brain finding patterns, which is what it does, but it's using incomplete data. The way you're feeling is only temporary, and it will get better. I'm going to PM you my number. Call me if you want. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commissar SFLUFAN Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 6 hours ago, marioandsonic said: I'm so sorry for being so weak. I'm a fucking failure. If anyone knows of a good place to drop off my cat, let me know. At least then, it'll only be me that will suffer and die on the streets. Also, let us know how we can help you out financially. But please, if you have any alcohol in your apartment, pour it down the sink - it's not doing you any good! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CitizenVectron Posted August 11 Author Share Posted August 11 3 hours ago, Commissar SFLUFAN said: Also, let us know how we can help you out financially. But please, if you have any alcohol in your apartment, pour it down the sink - it's not doing you any good! I second both of these things, @marioandsonic. We love you and love talking to you here. If you need a bit of financial help, let us know, and let us know how to get it to you best. Nothing wrong with that, I've received help numerous times over the years from people (both in my life, and here). Leaning on community only makes our bonds stronger, there's no shame in it. Also, do you have any pics of your cat? What's their name? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marioandsonic Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 4 hours ago, Commissar SFLUFAN said: Also, let us know how we can help you out financially. But please, if you have any alcohol in your apartment, pour it down the sink - it's not doing you any good! Any alcohol I had was drank last night, so I'm out. I have no interest in buying more. 2024 has just been possibly the worst year of my life. When my grandmother passed away on New Year's, that should have been the red flag right there. I do have a job interview scheduled for Tuesday, and my younger brother has some connections to some guy about another possible job. But still, this last month and a half since I got laid off has left me feeling very old, and very, very tired. I hope it doesn't last, but...yeah, tired would be the perfect word to describe it. 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spork3245 Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 9 minutes ago, marioandsonic said: Any alcohol I had was drank last night, so I'm out. I have no interest in buying more. 2024 has just been possibly the worst year of my life. When my grandmother passed away on New Year's, that should have been the red flag right there. I do have a job interview scheduled for Tuesday, and my younger brother has some connections to some guy about another possible job. But still, this last month and a half since I got laid off has left me feeling very old, and very, very tired. I hope it doesn't last, but...yeah, tired would be the perfect word to describe it. Everyone in here loves you bud, and if someone doesn’t they can fight me. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spork3245 Posted August 11 Share Posted August 11 I just adopted another dog today. She has a vet appointment tomorrow to check her leg (the rescue thinks it’s just a growing pain or she stepped wrong on the gravel outside this morning, but they want to bring her to the vet before they let me bring her home), so I’ll probably get her in a few days: Half German Shepherd, half Great Pyrenees. Her and her siblings were found in a box on the side of the road in Texas, left to die. People are absolute monsters. Anyway, we wanted another dog because Erebus (our 15 month old dog) desperately needs a friend. Sticking with the god and/or day/light cycle theme, we were thinking Astrea for her name, but also have Luna, Athena, and Artemis on the table. 5 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SuperSpreader Posted August 12 Share Posted August 12 She's adorable! People treat dogs and other animals terribly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 13 Share Posted August 13 As always; fuck British airways, my fault for booking with them, but now every one world affiliate is on my do not patronize list. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 14 Share Posted August 14 Heathrow is such a cluster chuckle airport 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jason Posted August 14 Share Posted August 14 18 minutes ago, TUFKAK said: Heathrow is such a cluster chuckle airport The best part of Heathrow is having to go through security again if you change terminals because the inter-terminal shuttle technically goes off airport property for 2 seconds. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GeneticBlueprint Posted August 14 Share Posted August 14 On 8/11/2024 at 9:52 AM, marioandsonic said: But still, this last month and a half since I got laid off has left me feeling very old, and very, very tired. I hope it doesn't last, but...yeah, tired would be the perfect word to describe it. Job hunting is actually the hardest job on the planet. So that makes all the sense in the world. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 14 Share Posted August 14 17 minutes ago, Jason said: The best part of Heathrow is having to go through security again if you change terminals because the inter-terminal shuttle technically goes off airport property for 2 seconds. That’s why I fucking walked underground And after ten hours I was fine walking Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 15 Share Posted August 15 So i just saw a chud in Warsaw walking down Nowy Swiat street wearing a trump shirt, I may or may not have yelled out traitor as he walked by 1 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 15 Share Posted August 15 I can scratch Turkish girl off my list 😂 not even a tinder match too. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nokra Posted August 18 Share Posted August 18 So this is a new one for me... I'd been hanging out a lot with a woman who lives in my building (just around the corner, in fact) for about two months, slowly becoming friends, going out to eat, watching movies together, making a couple Costco runs together , etc. It seems like we're very compatible, we have a lot to talk about, good communication, respect, chemistry, laughter, etc. A couple weeks ago things got pretty flirty, but still nothing really happened, but we finally had "the talk". She said that while she "has a bit of a crush" on me, she didn't want to date me because we live too close and she's worried about not feeling good about being home if things don't work out. I never meet new people these days, and I rarely feel such a good connection. To have it blow up in my face... Ugh. Dating in your late 30s sucks balls. </Day1Blog> 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted August 18 Share Posted August 18 1 hour ago, Nokra said: So this is a new one for me... I'd been hanging out a lot with a woman who lives in my building (just around the corner, in fact) for about two months, slowly becoming friends, going out to eat, watching movies together, making a couple Costco runs together , etc. It seems like we're very compatible, we have a lot to talk about, good communication, respect, chemistry, laughter, etc. A couple weeks ago things got pretty flirty, but still nothing really happened, but we finally had "the talk". She said that while she "has a bit of a crush" on me, she didn't want to date me because we live too close and she's worried about not feeling good about being home if things don't work out. I never meet new people these days, and I rarely feel such a good connection. To have it blow up in my face... Ugh. Dating in your late 30s sucks balls. </Day1Blog> I think she did make a valid point. But if the connection is as good as you are describing then it really is unfortunate she couldn't just go for it! And yea, dating and trying to get into a relationship in your late 30s early 40s is extremely difficult. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted August 18 Share Posted August 18 7 hours ago, Nokra said: </Day1Blog> You should have promised to move away if you broke up. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TUFKAK Posted August 18 Share Posted August 18 Train to Krakow right now; Polish beer is the best. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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