stepee Posted May 25, 2021 Share Posted May 25, 2021 can’t wait for e3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 25, 2021 Author Share Posted May 25, 2021 43 minutes ago, Rachel said: You have a lot of black and white/all or nothing thinking patterns and behaviors. It’s considered a negative thinking pattern. You should talk to your therapist about it (if you haven’t already). I don't see a therapist anymore. I agree with you though. I'm trying to improve on that. These past 2 days have been very hard on me. I think it's because it's the anniversary of my brother dying. I've been struggling and just want to sleep rather than do anything else. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stepee Posted May 25, 2021 Share Posted May 25, 2021 4 minutes ago, best3444 said: I don't see a therapist anymore. I agree with you though. I'm trying to improve on that. These past 2 days have been very hard on me. I think it's because it's the anniversary of my brother dying. I've been struggling and just want to sleep rather than do anything else. Ahem, pretty sure Jesus counts as a therapist. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted May 25, 2021 Share Posted May 25, 2021 6 minutes ago, stepee said: Ahem, pretty sure Jesus counts as a therapist. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 25, 2021 Author Share Posted May 25, 2021 23 minutes ago, stepee said: Ahem, pretty sure Jesus counts as a therapist. I know and he does in my life. I honestly think the anniversary is hurting me now. I haven't gamed in two days and will go to sleep very shortly because I'm sad and depressed. It sucks. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted May 25, 2021 Share Posted May 25, 2021 8 minutes ago, best3444 said: I know and he does in my life. I honestly think the anniversary is hurting me now. I haven't gamed in two days and will go to sleep very shortly because I'm sad and depressed. It sucks. But don't you normally go to bed around this time? lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 25, 2021 Author Share Posted May 25, 2021 3 minutes ago, Biggie said: But don't you normally go to bed around this time? lol Lol, no. I've been going to bed at 930 each night. I think I'm going to bed before 5pm tonight. Just really down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted May 25, 2021 Share Posted May 25, 2021 3 minutes ago, best3444 said: Lol, no. I've been going to bed at 930 each night. I think I'm going to bed before 5pm tonight. Just really down. I didn't know your brother but I am thinking he wouldn't want you beating yourself up like this. Maybe try and play a game for a few in memory of him. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 25, 2021 Author Share Posted May 25, 2021 Just now, Biggie said: I didn't know your brother but I am thinking he wouldn't want you beating yourself up like this. Maybe try and play a game for a few in memory of him. I already took zzzquil. I'll be out by 5pm lol Thanks for looking out though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SuperSpreader Posted May 26, 2021 Share Posted May 26, 2021 8 hours ago, best3444 said: I know and he does in my life. I honestly think the anniversary is hurting me now. I haven't gamed in two days and will go to sleep very shortly because I'm sad and depressed. It sucks. Anniversary of what Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted May 26, 2021 Share Posted May 26, 2021 12 minutes ago, SuperSpreader said: Anniversary of what His brother passed away. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fizzzzle Posted May 26, 2021 Share Posted May 26, 2021 Remember that talking to your friends or your internet friends is not the same as talking to a therapist. Not only is it what they're trained to do, they don't give a shit about your friends and family. You pay them to only give a shit about you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 26, 2021 Author Share Posted May 26, 2021 3 hours ago, Fizzzzle said: Remember that talking to your friends or your internet friends is not the same as talking to a therapist. Not only is it what they're trained to do, they don't give a shit about your friends and family. You pay them to only give a shit about you. Oh, I know. I've been to plenty of therapist. I'm doing well enough that I feel right now I don't need one. 4 hours ago, Keyser_Soze said: His brother passed away. Not just a brother, my identical twin brother. There's a HUGE difference. Believe me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 26, 2021 Author Share Posted May 26, 2021 22 hours ago, Rachel said: There really are two bests. And it’s always been that way, it’s nothing new. There are two of you, as well. I think anyone who suffers with mental health issues has many sides to them. I'm not unique in this and your recent threads and posts confirm this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted May 26, 2021 Author Share Posted May 26, 2021 5 hours ago, Rachel said: It’s an extra hard time it’s okay to be down it makes sense. I’m so sorry the anniversary is so hard. Stay strong and think of all you’ve gotten through so far. Sleep if you need to right now, that’s okay. Give yourself a break. I feel better today. Thank you for the encouraging words. I'm going to be going to sleep at a normal time tonight because I have to stop at Lancaster after work. My car needs inspected and I get it done for free in Lancaster. So I'm going to eat dinner at my parents tonight. I have a loaner car which is nice. Hope you're doing ok. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted June 14, 2021 Author Share Posted June 14, 2021 Well after lot's of thinking, reading, and speaking to the correct people, I don't consider masturbation a sin. I don't necessarily think looking at porn is either so I went for it this evening. I literally came in 2 minutes and it was fucking a shit ton of cum. I immediately felt guilty but I'm fine now. I'd probably could do it again but don't really feel like it. My meds lower my sex drive considerably so I'm not sure how often I'll do it but I feel better by doing it. Less stress etc. Just thought I'd update. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commissar SFLUFAN Posted June 14, 2021 Share Posted June 14, 2021 Oh for Christ's sake 7 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted June 14, 2021 Share Posted June 14, 2021 25 minutes ago, best3444 said: Well after lot's of thinking, reading, and speaking to the correct people, I don't consider masturbation a sin. I don't necessarily think looking at porn is either so I went for it this evening. I literally came in 2 minutes and it was fucking a shit ton of cum. I immediately felt guilty but I'm fine now. I'd probably could do it again but don't really feel like it. My meds lower my sex drive considerably so I'm not sure how often I'll do it but I feel better by doing it. Less stress etc. Just thought I'd update. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted June 14, 2021 Author Share Posted June 14, 2021 You guys! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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DPCyric Posted June 14, 2021 Share Posted June 14, 2021 It's a sin for a single man to do anything get married you deviant! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stepee Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 2 hours ago, best3444 said: Well after lot's of thinking, reading, and speaking to the correct people, I don't consider masturbation a sin. I don't necessarily think looking at porn is either so I went for it this evening. I literally came in 2 minutes and it was fucking a shit ton of cum. I immediately felt guilty but I'm fine now. I'd probably could do it again but don't really feel like it. My meds lower my sex drive considerably so I'm not sure how often I'll do it but I feel better by doing it. Less stress etc. Just thought I'd update. 2 hours ago, best3444 said: Well after lot's of thinking, reading, and speaking to the correct people, I don't consider masturbation a sin. I don't necessarily think looking at porn is either so I went for it this evening. I slowly reached down my pants and felt my throbbing cock for the first time in ages. It was like I was a teenager again. It was practically bursting as I watched the precum drip down my warm flesh. I stroked my fat pulsating cock and literally exploded out glistening thick ropes of cum in 2 minutes and it was fucking a shit ton of hot sticky cum. I immediately felt guilty but I'm fine now. I'd probably could do it again but don't really feel like it. My meds lower my sex drive considerably so I'm not sure how often I'll do it but I feel better by doing it. Less stress etc. Just thought I'd update. I will provide further updates as I continue to explore my body all over again. Follow! fixed 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Chris- Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 @stepee tag me next time motherfucker! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris- Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 @best3444 what'd you crank to? What went through your mind when you busted? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 27 minutes ago, Chris- said: @best3444 what'd you crank to? What went through your mind when you busted? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 1 hour ago, Chris- said: @best3444 what'd you crank to? What went through your mind when you busted? Clearly it was the Forza Horizon footage. I foretold that if he were to watch the video that he would involuntary ejaculate. Later the same day he admits to ejaculation. I am a prophet! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fizzzzle Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 10 minutes ago, Keyser_Soze said: Clearly it was the Forza Horizon footage. I foretold that if he were to watch the video that he would involuntary ejaculate. Later the same day he admits to ejaculation. I am a prophet! I've had more shameful faps 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted June 15, 2021 Author Share Posted June 15, 2021 11 hours ago, Chris- said: @best3444 what'd you crank to? What went through your mind when you busted? I missed an old favorite of mine, Bella Donna. This thread and all the comments rushed through my mind as I jizzed inside my sock. Yes, like a 13yr would do. I feel no shame in my game. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 29 minutes ago, best3444 said: I missed an old favorite of mine, Bella Donna. This thread and all the comments rushed through my mind as I jazzed inside my sock. Yes, like a 13yr would do. I feel no shame in my game. @Brick Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joe Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 On 5/21/2021 at 11:17 AM, Commissar SFLUFAN said: @Kal-El814 and I hereby declare victory in this thread! Desole mon ami! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Best Posted June 15, 2021 Author Share Posted June 15, 2021 I feel good about my decision overall. Porn is pretty fucked up and disgusting but I can't argue with the human body. It needs to release semen so I'm just doing maintenance. It is what is. Sooner or later I hope to get into a relationship but it's a bitch. I signed back up on match.com and so far not so good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brick Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 4 hours ago, Keyser_Soze said: @Brick Why? Why would you bring me into this mess? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 4 minutes ago, best3444 said: Sooner or later I hope to get into a relationship but it's a bitch. I signed back up on match.com and so far not so good. You should go on eharmony, MMG got married off that site Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted June 15, 2021 Share Posted June 15, 2021 2 minutes ago, Brick said: Why? Why would you bring me into this mess? Did you read the quote? I mentioned you because of what you said in the funny pictures thread. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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