Hey man, I’m in the same boat. My failure to stop using drugs cost me my marriage. I think about driving my car into an overpass column at 120+ mph all day every day.
It’s still a big deal. Until now, the idea of a negative energy density field was entirely theoretical. Now we have observable evidence of a quantum scale configuration that points in that direction.
Microwaves can only damage human tissue thermally, so this kind of penetrating damage with no residual radiation is really intriguing. It has to be some kind of infrasound.
Face it. Canada is the second most batshit country in the world, you can’t escape it. Your proximity to us was your making, and it will be your undoing.